SOCS: I’m tired

Five minutes of from the heart writing SHOULD be easy. I like to talk about lots of things but for some reason the idea of typing a stream of thoughts is just not happening today. I’m not sleepy; the extra hour was totally used for sleeping and I make no bones about it. I just don’t know what to write.
While I’m not sleepy, I am tired. I’m tired of not living an intentional life, tired of thinking that everything I do has to have a purpose, tired of feeling bad about wanting to be a lazy ass and, just tired.
My sister always says, Don’t talk about it, be about it but today, I feel like just talking. Just talking about the run I am going to take sometime this week. The degree I am going to finish, the other stuff that I am going to get to at some point in life but really I don’t have a plan for and just feel like running my mouth.
So here is my talking about it and not being about it:
I hate the way I look but instead of eating some fruit I atotally going to dig into the Halloween candy that The Bee and I gought during gluttofest.
Instead of going to bed when I get home, I am totally going to stay up for the rebroadacst of Nene and the girls. Instead of planing for the leaf clean up in front of my hoise I am going to slepp until the last possible second and then dash from the house with a sloppy ponytail and the bag of stuff that I brought home from work with the scribbles that I made all over it.
Really I will do none of this (ok, maybe I will be watching Nene) but a girl can dream right?
TIME!

This was my 5 minute grumpy Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…

• Set a timer and write for 5 minutes only.
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