Work has been nothing but a job lately and it wasn’t until I had a conversation with my library director that I was able to put my finger on exactly why. My director and I were chatting about the new year feeling a tad off. She blames a lack of evanescence, that sparkle that just happens naturally. I have noticed an overwhelming feeling of underwhelming, a blah feeling that causes everything to feel like its taking an extra effort to complete. This feeling has been plaguing my everything and when I really examined why I was feeling like this I realized that even though I have declared not to make a deal out the new year, there are some things that need to be made a big deal out if.
So. Here are my things that I need to head back to square one.
There are a new crop of kids and they are busy, Very Busy. Very, very busy. And while I love and enjot theere I was When she said this I totally had an aha moment. Lately I’ve felt so off and this is probably the reason why. Everything SHOULD be the same but in reality this is a new year, new time and I think its time for me to head back to the beginning.