H is for…

…Honesty.

As in I need to be honest with y’all.
And myself.
My Look Better Naked blog is all about my goal of, ya know, but I have been so casual and cavalier in my efforts that I feel like someone should be shouting at me, “Liar! Liar! Pants on Fire!”
I *WANT* to lose weight, get in shape and look better but it really is easy, oh so easy to talk about it and not actually do it.

I’ve been reading your comments (thank you! I promise I will personally answer each and every one of them!) and love the encouragement and instead of using THAT to motivate me I have been doing nada.

Honestly, it’s scary to put myself out there AGAIN.
I think, this time, this time, this time but this time never comes. Some half assed ab crunches and a few bicep curls are no where near enough to get me to where I’d like to be. I thought signing up for races would be the great motivator but it seems as if I am OK with throwing money away.

Today is a fresh day, a day to start again and jump back in. Working out instead of thinking about it. Preparing my food and being ready for the challenges of free donut holes t work. It’s tough but honestly I ready.

-r