Fadra has started up her Stream of Consciousness Sunday and I was all like “Yay!” and waving Muppet Arms and excited. I missed her (and then subsequently Jana’s) linkup; it was a part of my Sunday that I didn’t even realize I was missing until it was gone (cue Joni Mitchell). Any who…
Changes came rushing in at work. Physical changes in my work space that actually work and look good but make me pause because it happened so fast and I feel a little out of control. Oh lord how I wish I could be that chill person, everything is groovy and unruffled but there were a few times I had to catch myself from having the hisses of fits as changes went through.
The work changes came at a time when I was going through some person thoughts about how I wanted to be represented. Do I go with the flow that allows for just good enough or do I ignore the noise and shine? It’s hard to shine and want to shine especially when you KNOW you shine for what feels like you’re not appreciated or that the chaos that you shy away from grips you and and grabs you up in its tornado.
I realize this vague and rumbly but I am at point where I need rot get it out of my head to allow the good things to flourish and have room to grow.
That was hard to write and I’m sure harder for you to read.
Time!
This was my 5 minute Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…
Set a timer and write for 5 minutes.
Write an intro to the post if you want but don’t edit the post. This is writing in the raw.
Publish it somewhere. Anywhere. The back door to your blog if you want. But make it accessible.
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I am the same way. I wish I could roll with life easier. I’ve come to terms with what is hard for me to do (change) and accept it — but also work on rolling with the little things more. I guess there will always be things to work on in life.
Yep that's exactly what I said when I found the linkup again a couple weeks ago. Nice to see some old faces and know you're still around 😉 You'll get your mojo back and flowing soon.
I think our ability to adapt depends on how much we need a certain sense of stability in our lives at a given point in time. Just give yourself some time to adapt.
Change at the office can be daunting sometimes. Important thing is to not let the changes keep you from profiting from those benefits that ultimately will work in your favor. Don't let them see you sweat. Hang in there!